I've decided on a blog. I absolutely adore that word. It sounds NOTHING like what it means.
ANYWAY, it's super late and this is just an initial set-up-let's-see-if-this-works kinda thing.
Today was more run-of-the-mill. Those days are usually strung together way too many at a time... and at times-depressing. I suppose it's of my own making though.
I've been dialoguing with God more lately. Feels good to be closer to Him...however, it feels dispassionate. It feels disjointed. It feels like the day presses against me and God out of the way.
I need to find ways to keep Him at the forefront of my thoughts and actions; probably indicative of a vocational change in the wind.
God knows. Literally. Wait...what did I just say? lol
I've decided on a New Year's Resolution too: Growing the Inner Man.
I wanted to quickly lay that out in this blog as it's only the 3rd of January and for accountability purposes ...yeah.
So, what i want to accomplish is to start making allowances for God. I want to see where that still small voice takes me. More often than not I feel like I'm operating on animalistic instinctual behavior patterns and that's not gonna land me anywhere but in a world of sin and all the ensuing frustrations.
Ok God, I'm listening...let 'er rip.
until next time.
your humble servant,
j
